Cheeseburger Josh - Whataburger Fight

Now this is way we can't get nothing to eat after the club, cause stupid muthafuckas like this dont know how to act, but I wanna know why in the hell was there no punches thrown. I would beat the shit out that dude. They around there wrestling and shit, and wait did U hear the lasd still calling out the orders

My process

Okay you guys Im on day 3 of my crash diet and I have been doing very well, but right about now I would love to pig out on something, but I want. I have to much going on and not enough time to do it. The only thing I wish I would have done more is work out more. I'm going to weigh in on Sunday and will give you guys my results hope Im not pissed.I hope to shed anywhere from 8-11 pounds for the 1st week cross your fingers.

SWV is back

SWV took some new pics with Derek Blanks and I love them. Damn photoshop is a bad muthafucka lol. I saw the girls on Mo'Nique and they looked nothing like this, but they did look healthy and happy and that is really all that matters. CoKo confirmed on her blog that the ladies are back in the studio to record a new album no time or date was given, but I will be looking forward to it.
Back in the day these ladies were the old school generation Destiny Child with such hits like "Right here", "Anytime", "Im so into you", and my all time favorite "Weak". Man someone needs to have an 90's old school concert I will be right there.

My girl goes to Essence

Essence announced this morning that Janet Jackson will be headlining live one of the days during the 2010 Essence Music Festival
. It will be her first time at the Fest and her first full concert
since 2008.
Man I have to try and get to this Janet will be there and I have never seen her perform live. I can not let this go by without atleast trying to get there. I have to hurry and get me a damn job.

Ricky Martin Comes out !!!

Well, Well Ricky Martin comes out. I'm very happy for him and I know this is a huge relief off his shoulders. To the rest of the gay world we are all like about time and welcome home Ricky. Maybe this will give Tyler Perry some courage to come out of the closet Lmao. On the real I hope this will not effect his fan base because most of them are woman. I hope they still stand by him and love his music.
Congrats Ricky this took some huge balls to go.
This is the statement he released on his very on website.
"I am proud to say that I am a fortunate homosexual man," Ricky said in a message posted on his offical Web site. "I am very blessed to be who I am."

Oh Shit

Damn so after gettting on a high for my major weight lost program to go see my D.C. boo in Houston in May. I found out my little brother will be graduating from college that very same weekend damn, damn, damn. I feel so bad that I have to try and think about what I'm going to do. This is what I'm thinking the graduation is Saturday I'm hoping it will be early in the morning and then I can head to Houston from Jackson, Ms, but just thinking about it makes me so tired. WHY LAWD, WHY.
Either way I'm still going to do my crash diet because I don't want that side of the family to see me all fat and shit. I will keep you all posted.

Crash Time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In the past year I have put on so much weight I'm not even sure how much I weigh now. I'm to afraid to even get on a scale. My weight is the cause of my depression and feeling sorry for myself. I just eat, eat and eat some more to make myself feel better. For the past 6 years me and my friend always go to Houston TX pride "Splash" so last year I said this was going to be my last year. That was when I first started gaining weight and plus I was getting older and I felt like the crowds were getting younger. I so was not into the whole scene of things last year, but while I was there I meet this young man that lives in D.C. and we have stayed in touch ever since then. Well I was talking to him today and he told me he was going to Splash again and yall know I have to go see him. I have not seen him in over a year and DC is not around the corner. Plus with my finiacil situation a trip to DC in not in the budget so I can not pass this up, but there is just 1 problem Im fat as hell now lol Im noramly 160-165 but now Im gonna guess Im like 215 maybe a lil more. So you know what this means crash diet is coming on I have to lose as much weight as I can by then. Im going for atleast 48 pounds and I have 6 weeks. I know that's what I said but come along with me on this ride and see what happens. I will start on Monday and I will weigh in on Monday as well. So pray for me cause I'm gonna need it and if anyone has any tips for me please let me know.

Friday Eye Candy

Lance and Eve Break-Up

Lance Gross and Eva have called it a split just mths before there July 17th wedding date. I'm a lil heartbroken about this split I really like these 2 as a couple. They both seem down to earth and very easy on the eyes, but maybe this will be my chance to slide on in there and get me some of than Lance. That man is something fine. I'm not to sure about his acting skills, but fine Oh. Here is the statement that the two have released.

“Lance Gross and Eva Marcille have mutually decided to end their relationship. The split is completely amicable.”

Good luck to the both of you guys maybe this time apart will bring them back together.

Sarah Jessica Parker

SJP @ Showest in Vegas I'm not clear what was going on there, but I love this little black dress she has on. That star reminds me of Wonder Woman, maybe this is something Wonder Woman would wear if she was going some where fancy,but I love it.
SJP is a style icon for me. I could use another pose though.

Getting it out!!!!!

There is so much on mind. I don't even know who I'am anymore. I look in the mirror and I don't even reconize the person looking back at me. Who is this man standing before me his eyes are dead and show a sad person. I have left life defeat me and I'm so ashamed. I have so many dreams but too afraid to go after them.Day after day I say Monday I'm going to make a change, but I'm to tired and lazy to fight for that change. I'm so not the same person I was a year ago. I hide from all my friends and loves ones to afraid that they will see this person I have become. Its gotten so bad I don't want to go outside.Sometimes I'm happy the job market is fucked up and I can't keep a job. That way I want have to face other people and connect with the world. I wanted to give up on my blog because I feel like its all in vain just like I have given up on myself, but I'm not going to do it even if I don't ever get anyone to follow my blog I want give up and I'm going to write what I'm feeling and when I do come out of this depression or whole that I'm in. I can look back and see how far Ive come.

Holy Ghost and Fire!!!

I thought she was singing about an STD at 1st LOL

Living Doll | My Fake Baby | Channel 4

Here is a short clip of that "My Fake Baby" story I was telling yall about.

I just had to share this with you guys. I was up earley the other morning and was going through my guide and came across something titled "My Fake Baby". My mouth was open the whole time. It was a documentry about these women who buy these life like dolls like the one I posted and treat them like real babies. They all were over in Britian and they buy car seats, cloths, strollers and all kind of stuff for these dolls. Take them outside to parks and the supermarket and all kind of places.It was kinda strange all of their husbands thought it was weird, but the wives loved them. Just when you think you have heard it all here come so new shit. Whoever said TV rotts your brain did not have cable

Dancing with the Stars 2010

Dancing with the stars is back and the 1st episode will appear on this Monday 22ND 2010. This year they have a great cast and I can't wait to see what type of drama will happen this year espically with Ms Shannon Doherty you know drama follows her wherever she goes.
I see Kate from Jon and Kate plus 8 is back ugh I don't like this woman she was awful to her husband Jon and I do not feel sorry for her not 1 little bit. I remember when I use to watch that show in the early years I told my friend he was going to leave that woman if she keeps treating him this way 2 or 3 years later he left. Her 15min of fame is over with so she had to go and try and grab it somewhere else I'm so over Kate I hope they vote her off fast. Oh and another thang a reality TV person does not make you a star or celebrity.
My Girl Nicey Nash will be on there I can wait to see her in action along with Ms Pam Anderson. Don't forget to watch on ABC.

Janet Jackson Jay Leno Interview - Part 2

This is part of the interview Janet did on Jay Leno (welcome back Jay lol) on this part of the interview they show a scene from her new Movie that will be out April 2nd Why did I get married II. When they show the scene I got a lil teary eyed, and not sure if its because I know this is right after Michael had died and I know she grabbed from those emotions or what. However Janet is getting so much better with her acting skills and I can not wait until this movies comes out.

BRANDY! At it again from my bathroom singing AT LAST! Sorry a little hoarse but from the heart:)

Brandy is back at it. This girl sounds so so good I just want her to get back in the studio and out of that bathroom. I reallly hate when we have talented people like this and the record companies don't promote and push them. This is what I think happen with Brandy's last CD. I hope she comes back and let the kids have it again. Full Moon is still my shit that CD will send me thru all kind of emotions.

The weekend begins

TGIF here comes another weekend. I think I will take it slow this weekend and chill @ the house, and work on my new blog I have yet to learn how to upload videos lol. So I think that will be my task for the weekend. There is also a lot of movies I would love to catch up on "Our Family Wedding, Shutter Island, Bounty Hunter and some other's so we shall see. I also have been catching up on old movies I join Blockbuster online so I've been looking at some older movies. Maybe I will write a review about those movies I have seen. TTYL
P.S. I'm still not sure if I want to share my blog with my family and friends I might need too use my blog to talk about them lol.
I use to vent about people on my facebook page, but now most of them are my friends and I can't talk about them how I use too shhhhhh don't tell them that.

Katherine Heigl's Dress Disaster - A-Line: the celebrity style blog - omg! on Yahoo

Katherine Heigl's Dress Disaster - A-Line: the celebrity style blog - omg! on Yahoo

Award Fab

Jennifer Lopez went to the Awards and TV presentation @ ShoWest in the lovely Vegas on Thursday. Jennifer always brings it with her fashion. I'm loving this pencil skirt and blouse and those shoes "Is what that is"

Zoe Saldana headed to the Dominican Republic this week to attend the Casandra Award and except her statue for " Most Outstanding Artist Aboard" She looks outstanding and such an improvement from that Oscar puddle dress she had on. She is wearing an Amanda Wakley spring 2010 line collection.

Friday Eye Candy

Jesse James Apologizes To Sandra Bullock Following Infidelity Rumor

Now I have to tell you I'm upset and shocked by this. Jesse James which is Oscar winners Sandra Bullock's husband has released an apology to his wife and kids for "the rumors" that have been spread about him stepping out on Sandra. I have read he has not denied or admitted to any wrong doing, but I'm thinking what the hell are you apologizing for then.
It's so sad because this should be a very happy time for Sandra she won an Oscar that she never thought in a million years she would even be nominated for, and she gets on stage thanking him for all this stuff and he "alleged" has been stepping out. First Brad & Jen then Reese and Ryan I can not take 1 more Hollywood split lol. Here is what he had to say according to omg.yahoo.com

"I deserve everything bad that is coming my way"
You damn right you do. Sandra I love you and you were funny as hell in The Proposal. I hope everything works out for the best for her. It just goes to show everything in Hollywood does not glitter.

Beyonce hit the $3 million mark

My girl Beyonce ranked in over $3million dollars on her new fragrance Heat after only 1 short mth on the stands @ retailers. Its reported that over 72,000 bottles have been moved this is really impressive. I'm so happy for her. However the Queen of celebrity fragrance is none other than Elizabeth Taylor's White Diamonds with over 67 million for just last year damn just think how much she has made since white diamonds have came out this lady is loaded. Beyonce is off to a great start and could catch up with Ms Taylor one of these days. I have not had a chance to smell Heat yet, but I must make my way down to a Macy's real soon to smell Beyonce sweet success. I had read somewhere Ashanti had a fragrance out and it was being sold @ the .99 cent store I wonder how much she ranked lol. Let me stop lol. Oh and she is giveing me fever in that picture I just had to throw that in.

Beyonce surprises @ Alicia Keys concert

Ok so you will all soon learn that I love me some Beyonce!!!!!!!! The other night the Queen B surprised fans @ Alicia Keys Concert at Madison Square Gardens with a snippet of their song Put it in a love song. I can not wait until this video comes out. They have been releasing photos from the video and it looks like its going to be nice. I did not like the song @ 1st but after hearing it a couple of times I really, really like it. The ladies also look like they are having lots of fun on stage and they both look good as always.

The start of something

Ok it's 3:16am on Friday Morning, and everyone is always telling me I need a TV show or a blog. So here I'am about to start one. On this blog I will talk about all the things I love food, fashion, family, friends, movies, reality tv, music and so much more. This is a learning process for me so work with me people lol. I say "people" hoping I have other people to follow me. Let's cross our fingers and see what happens.